Date:	2007-10-28 21:11
Subject:	say what now?!
Security:	Public
Mood:	blah

one thing goes good, and another goes bad. I think its lifes way of keeping you in check. its difficult to decide how you should feel though....

p.s. biology is really hard

Date:	2007-10-24 20:53
Subject:	any suggestions?
Security:	Public
Mood:	cheerful
Music:	some crazy persons japanese rock

Its funny...I always find myself coming back to good ol LJ. I stop for months at a time, but always come back to it for some reason.

I've decided I need to start living life and not complain so much about it. My life aint so bad, its not the way I imagined it, but I have a lot more then I could have...any suggestions on how to do that?

Date:	2007-05-04 16:16
Subject:	just a little something
Security:	Public
Mood:	annoyed

Look there at the man on his throne
My hero, the one I most admire
Look there at the man on his throne
Filled with passion and fire.

He sits up there on his throne
Living his life with grace
He sits up there on his throne
Learning, his never ending chase.

Look here the man on his throne
A man just the same as I
Look here the man on his throne
An equal, no matter how hard he may try.

Look here a man on his stool
A man who revels in his gifts
Look here a man on his stool
A man on a downward drift.

Look at that thing on the ground
A thing I once admired
Look at that thing on the ground
He was consumed by his own fire.

Look there sits an empty throne
A throne that holds the memory
Look there sits an empty throne
As a reminder of all I don’t want to be.

im feeling lost...have a map anyone?

I can't wait til I figure out where my life is leading me...

I was in my favorite place...
with some of my favorite people.
I had my family...and extended work family there to kiss me when the clock struck...and yet...

They laughed they smiled, the noises clang
They smiled they yelled, the people sang.
They yelled until their voices had vanished
Their voices made it clear that sad tears were banished.

A tear, a lone voice alone in a crowd
A lone voice managed to scream out loud
Screaming the sadness, remaining un-kissed
The sadness of being the lone voice, dismissed.

The lone voice coming from untouched lips
Coming from the earths changing eclipse.
The earths changing but I remain alone
Changing and leaving behind it, the scent of cologne

The scent of a memory too distant to reach
A memory unheard in my silent speech.
Unheard through the lips, alone and sad
The lips around me smiling and glad.

Around me they smiled, the noises clang
They smiled they yelled the people sang.
They yelled their refrains of kisses to make,
Their refrains pushed me to slowly break.

Pushed me to cry.

something was missing....but what? A kiss never meant so much...

Happy New Years everyone-- I look forward to another splendid year. Those of you whom I love, and who I care for--you should know who you are...I wish the best for yall.

so today,

I decided,

I want to write a play.

I dont know what about yet,

and I have no idea how.

But I will try.

I may fail.

But I plan on trying.

Sometime.

In the near future.

Once inspiration strikes.

so we all complain that it wasnt a white christmas, and I'm not so sure how I feel about the situation.

It doesn't really feel like Christmas in Wisconsin without snow.
HOWEVER
I dont really like shoveling in Wisconsin.

I'm excited to go back to School.

Short Story from Freshman Year:
STORY TIME TOLD FROM THE HEART

“Grandma! Grandma!” said the little red blood cells. “We want to hear a bed time story please.” Grandma Hemoglobin sighed a big sigh, got her bottle of iron, to replenish her glowing red radiance, and sat down next to the area that contained all of the red blood grandchildren. Grandma Hemoglobin adjusted her chair, cleared her voice and began her story.
“All my life, when I was young, I wanted to know what my future would be like. My grandmother Ironia used to always tell me about her life, and so now it is time to tell you about mine. The first thing I remember in my life is traveling up a tube, in a line behind my mother and my father. I later learned that this was the inferior vena cava. This path was long and I couldn’t wait to get to the end of it. When I ended up in the right atrium I was so amazingly happy. There I got my first chance to mingle with other blood cells. It was then that I met my brothers and sisters. There were thousands of them all over the place. This was a very exciting experience.” said the old blood cell.
“awwww…” sighed the grand blood cells, “we heard this part yesterday…..”
“Oh,” laughed the granny, “I’m terribly sorry, so where were we?” the cell asked herself.”
“You were telling us about later when you met…..uhh what’s his name?” the grand blood cells all said in unison (and that’s hard to do, considering there are so many of them).
“Ahh yes,” said grandma Hemoglobin, “Thrombin.” The old blood cell smiled, and continued her story. “So, every day of my life I went through the same routine, going up the inferior vena cava, into the right atrium, into the right ventricle, out the pulmonary arteries, oh this I did forget to tell you children, this is fascinating,” The children groaned. The old blood cell ignored the groans and went on “in large groups, us red blood cells traveled through the pulmonary arteries, then the arteries got smaller and smaller, until we went through arterioles, and capillaries. There we received Oxygen. This is where I met my best friend of 10 days, until she died, Carbon D Oxide. I loved her, but she continuously left me, and new oxygen would latch on. It was nice to have her visit every once in a while though…”
“Is that the same Carbon D Oxide that came to dinner and as soon as she walked into the room, our friend O2 had to leave?”
“Yes dear,” said grandmother Hemoglobin “that is because both O2 and our friend Carbon D. can not both be in the same place at the same time. Very good observation Plateletta, I am very proud of you.” Plateletta smiled with pride.
“Suckup!!” cried one of the other young blood cells.
“Now, now children, calm down. Let me finish my story. So anyways, now since I had gone through the capillaries and let go of Carbon D. and received another passenger, who always reminded mw of your friend O2, we traveled together through the venules and pulmonary veins into the Left Atrium, and then to the Left Ventricle. When I got to the aorta, I knew that it was time to begin my true journey. This is the exciting part now little cells, listen to me. I was sent down an artery to some part of the body. I had no clue where I was going. When I had got there I heard alarms going off everywhere. I saw electrical sparks being continuously sent through the neurons and heard
“Watch out for electricity shocks” being yelled by workers everywhere. I was so clueless to what was happening. I went up to a white blood cell that had a name tag with “Hello my name is Macrophage” on it, underneath in small print it said “I will be dead soon, so say your good byes while you can” I knew that when I saw this, we had a serious issue on our hands. I had never experienced it before, but my mother had told me about it. It was……. THE CUT! (dummmm dummmm dummm dumm duummmmmm….)”
“What happened then gramma?” said the children with fear and excitement in their eyes. They sat up in their beds,
“Well,” the blood continued “I bumped into the head Fibrinogen, who was standing next to a telephone. He was listening to a voice on the other side. The Fibrinogen yelled to the phone
“GET THOSE THROMBIN OVER HERE A.S.A.P. OR THIS CUT WILL GROW OUTTA CONTROL! NOW MOVE MOVE MOVE MOVE!!”
“I decided to walk away and not disturb this Fibrinogen he seemed to need a nap. As I walked away I was forced to go into a line with other Red blood cells. Next to us was a line of Platelets who seemed to all be in pain (because they had just broken off the white blood cells, that’s some painful stuff!) and on the other side of us there was a line labeled THROMBIN TROOPS I had never seen a thrombin before and my heart was racing. Suddenly out walked this gorgeous hunk of a cell. He was tall, handsome, and strong. He strutted his way into the line next to mine,” the grandmother smiled and sighed.
“eeeew!” said the children.
The grandmother continued, “as he walked past me he smiled a beautiful smile, that made my heart just melt. Then, all of a sudden he stopped. He told me his name was Thrombin Schwarzenegger (a foreigner).
“Is that why you always ask grandpa if you can see the new Terminator of the Dead Blood Cells movie?”
“Yes dear, that is Thrombin Schwarzenegger” the grandmother sighed again. “anyways, so, then the same cell that had called for the Thrombin before announced that the Thrombin and the Fibrindgen would now have to unite to make a net. That hunk of a cell strutted to the death zone (the cut itself) I thought to myself, “he’s so brave”. Once the net was created the platelets and I were allowed to join the newly created Fibrin. I seated myself next to Thrombin Schwarzenegger. *sigh*”
“Does grandpa know about this?”
Grandma Hemoglobin laughed, “shhh….” Whispered the blood and giggled. She continued, “that’s the last time I ever saw him again.” The old blood said with a tear in her eye. Just then, her alarm on her clock watch went off. “oh my!” she exclaimed “is it 130 days already?”
The children all frowned because they knew that that was the last story they would be hearing from their grandmother Hemoglobin. They all shed a tear, and kissed her goodbye. She then left the room, and went along with all of the other blood cells on their way to the spleen, and with a smile, was sifted away.


THE END


If anyone read that--I am impressed. I'm just over here in my own little memory world. haha.

Thanking all the english teachers I have had since then who have taught me how to write. haha.

its been a while.

im in college.

im home

and i just rememberd the password to this account, so i thought i should at least say something...

I was going through the poems that i wrote in my English classes over highschool...this one was about Gatsby...i thought it was....interesting, and for some reason i connected with it at that moment:

The Valley of Ashes

Half way between in a desolate area of land
ashes take the forms of men who crumble like sand
smoke rises up, through the powdery air
ridges, hills and grotesque gardens can be found resting there.

Obscure operations and an oculist set,
sinking down to eternal blindness leaving you to forget,
The eyes of Sir Eckleburg, gigantic and blue
Watching a drawbridge, drawn up to let barges through.

Trains can stare at the dismal scene,
and all in the valley found halfway between.



hope yall are having a wonderful break!

I miss my home back at school.

Date:	2005-12-31 17:02
Subject:	my girls
Security:	Public
Mood:	chipper
Music:	evanessence -going under-

hot boxes...as presents and with our hips!

kissing in the snow...dreams come true

tell me...is that really how he looks laying down?

eew! he looks so old...he is old.

lets have a hott underwear party! where we dont wear our underwear, but instead tasteful clothes

your microwave is messed up...your messed up

marcy..they are not nonexistant! -looks down-

you know how i know he wouldnt call...cuzz we talked all night about how we had nothing to do and he asked you...you dont wanna fight cuz you know im right
(correction: i didnt wanna fight cuz he asked why we didnt come cuz itd be cool to see you again!)

that dress smooches her boobs outward...weird

those pants are hott...too bad they hug every flaw.

thats hott....thats hott...whoo that one was so hott im gettin hott flashes up here on the couch...

you know how i know youre gay? cuz you just told me you arent sleeping with women anymore! -40 yr. old virgin-

my girls...im glad you invited me. i happen to love you!

Date:	2005-12-22 21:22
Subject:	to mary
Security:	Public
Mood:	crushed
Music:	in a little while- once upon a matress

Mary,

im a horrible friend. i had no idea you were going alone, otherwise i would have done things differently. I called before i left for rehearsal, and no one answered. rehearsal ended at 7:10, but that is no excuse at all. i feel like a horrible person, and what i did was sheity. dont be angry. ill make it up to you somehow. im really sorry.

love,

the girl who was an ass today

Date:	2005-12-03 14:16
Subject:	A follow up to Sema's post
Security:	Public
Mood:	cheerful
Music:	thoughts

The story:
Once upon a time there was a boy who read
cookbooks. he was a strage child and didnt have many
friends. his favorite thing to make was his SUPER DOOPER,
pooper scooper cake, but he found then when he brought
it to school, the other kids started acting strange. They'd
stand on their heads and their legs would flail uncontrollably.
"what a strange reaction", the boy (Staniel) thought, as he
wondered and the stupidity of his name. "I should bring
yarn and then the kids can weave with their legs."
After about 1500 hours of weaving, Staniel found himself with
two huge webs of children. Suddenly three dogs appeared, and
whispered that their names were Ed, Fred, and Billy Bob.
"Finally- stupider names then mine!" Staniel Portagecheeze yelled and he
went to hunt a pheasant. Ed, Fred and Billy Bob
were not hunting so they laid down and slept quietly.
"Oh Shit! I forgot to read between the lines in
Office Max. Now I'll have to take a double take!"
Staniel ran back to school and holla-ed at his boo
who was a tall and skinny black man from Iran.

oh, how i love my friends oh so dearly! :) Tree house gang. halla back.

Last night was fun...cooking with Ejames, Alex, and Ellie...awe we were like a family.

Date:	2005-11-15 21:41
Subject:	cheer me up, im stressed
Security:	Public
Mood:	exhausted
Music:	lalalalabamba

The play is going really well. thank you to you actors/crew who are working so hard!

Everyone else, come and see it THIS FRIDAY OR SATURDAY AT 7:30PM AT SUNSET PLAYHOUSE IN ELM GROVE. SEE ME FOR DIRECTIONS! YEAY!

REPLY ANONYMOUSLY!!
01. One secret.
02. One compliment.
03. One random thing
04. One love note.
05. Lyrics to a song.
06. How old you are.
07. How long we've been friends.
08. And a hint to who you are.

dont be too harsh now...

Date:	2005-11-05 22:46
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	creative
Music:	miss congeniality

kay, so livejournal went thru some changes. im kinda confused. haha.
i gota myspace...just to try it. i wanna know what all this hullabaloo is about.
just as a note...everyone should stay away from chicken this weekend...try it.
movies at semas was fun, thanks you 2.
last night at alex's was splendid. arrested development makes me giggle.
off to do more work fer the play. holler.

Date:	2005-10-30 22:21
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	dorky
Music:	the fan lalalalala

so i wrote this bullogna arse song for my creative english project. it was kinda fun, and kinda good...until i played it 100,000 times.
MOVIE NIGHT TOMORROW! 7:30! SCARY MOVIES! whose comin? whose gonna have fun? WE ARE!
Sema, calm down...its 10:26...do your english. haha. love you.
whose buyin wood tomorrow? i am!
whose gonna come see MOON OVER BUFFALO at Sunset Playhouse November 18th and 19th? Who just put those dates on their calenders so that they dont forget? I HOPE U DID! ill give more info on it later, dont worry, just save one of those dates...or both for that matter!
who am i glad that i know? YOU.
whose gonna go to bed? THIS CHICK

Date:	2005-10-27 10:41
Subject:	id...like...some...icecream...anyone down with a picnic?
Security:	Public
Mood:	crazy
Music:	german music

These shows about Nazi Germany and stuff are kinda depressing...and by kinda i mean Really.

The feeling of not having anything thay HAS to be done anytime soon, is a REALLY good feeling.

Got to sleep for...10 hours last night, made up for the 3 i got yesterday. thank goodness...i feel better.

possibly going up to appleton today? booty? we still goin? 2 bad Ken wont even be there! whomp on that.

carving punkins sometime this weekend, and then watching movies, and then you are NOT going directly home. haha

ME: i like guys who can do things i cant: i like it when they ice skate, or play hocky, or play trumpet, or do math problems..i like it when guys read too.
HIM: you cant read??!?

Who is gonna finish her college stuff this weekend? Marcy. Who did it already? Sema...too bad im super jealous of you.

JA i need you right about...now. haha. Its not surious. haha.

Sema called, gotta go.

BRAD ANSWER ME!

Date:	2005-10-23 15:13
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	loved
Music:	the list of things in my head that i have to do

Wearing sweatpants and a shirt that dont flatter me at all.
With bruises all over and bumps on my head.
Bags under my eyes due to loss of sleep.
A swollen finger.
And ive never felt more beautiful.

id say i like my life right now.
paintball with you guys last night was so much fun,
thanks Alex, for the invite.

sergio, thanks for going with me,
so i wasnt the only inexperienced one
and thanks for staying till the end.
much appreach.
ahh the epilepsy tunnel!

thanks to all you people who make me happy.

**Edit** Sema included.

Date:	2005-10-17 22:08
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	content
Music:	something abotu making babies on tv

i like seeing my name in peoples lj's.
it brightens up my day
so i thought that i would name a few
who are special in every way:

Sema you are my best friend, thank you for always being there for me. there are so many wonderful things about you, but i need not list them all, you know them already.you
Alex, you make me happy. im more than content. thanks for the chance, thanks for dealing with me, thanks for being wonderful.
Booty, you know i will always be here for you, and you know i support the choices you make. thanks for always listening when i needed someone.
Kellie, you are simply wonderful. i am glad that you have found someone who makes you happy, you deserve it.
Sergio, you helped me swipe my card?!? can two people be any closer? i dont think so!
Anna, you are so lovely, and sweet and just a wonderful person. im glad were in history together...it makes it so much more entertaining...if possible.
Ken, you are such a good friend to me, i dont know where i would be without you. you are someone that i will always remember as someone who could always make me smile. (and who would dance with me! haha)
Jordan, tell me why i miss you so much? i cant wait till you come home so we can have a picnic and go to comsportz. you are so wonderful, and a persons a person no matter how small, a persons a person no matter how small. that made me swoon. haha. awe you tripped on the pool. awe!
Cory, thanks for still being my friend. i know sometimes it was hard for the both of us, but i really do appreciate it.
Ellie, you are such a talented person, i am so proud of you. you just glow with happiness.
Allison, i admire the way that you can lead with such strength and pride. you never seem to be let down.
Kelsey, i am glad that we get to spend more time together this year. more then just comsportz. you are so intelligent, and witty, and funny, and giggly, and interesting.
Arthur, you are the greek dean martin. what else can i say. that, and we look cute together. haha.
George, need i say more? your name makes me smile.
Betsy, your conversations make me realize that my opinions are not the only ones. i think you are humbling, so thank you. i like to think im better because i know you.
Chad and Kyle, since i see you both equally as little, i just wanted to say that i miss you both and i wish we could hang out more.
Steve, thanks for dealing with me...i know i put you thru a lot and i appreciate it. you deserve better in a friendship.
Julia, thanks for that conversation today...i needed it. i am so glad that we could get past all of those things, and move on to have what we do now...i only hope it grows. thank you for understanding, not forgetting, but realizing that people change, and being willing.
LinZ and Petey McPetePete, you two are together now. you both are such wonderful people and im glad that you two have found eachother. skip bo anyone? thanks for speaking with an underclassmen *gasp* haha.
Allie, you see things so simply...i love the way that you see things like no one else does, thank you for helping me to see that too. and you draw good.
Nicky, you know i htink you are simply amazing. no one could do that better then you. thank you for giving up so much. youre gonna go far kid.
Sahra, weve known eachother forever, and weve both changed, but its nice to see you happy like you have been lately.
Daniella, you are splendid and i miss you. we live so close, yet we never see eachother.

if i forgot you, drop me a line, and ill comment on my next one. just cuzz i forgot, doesnt mean i dont love you.


i have so much on my mind, and someone came up to me and said "hello beautiful" which made all my boo hisses go away.

i have so much on my mind and someone said he loved me and i was happier then ive ever been.

EDIT***
Jessica K, i keep up with your life thru live journal, but i miss all those good times with u n ashley in german class. we live so close...we should go to rollschuhabend again..i wonder if we could?
Asad, i think you are a strong fella to be able to stand with us girls with wagner. thanks for always brightening up my day when i see you in the halls and you smile and wave and say "hi marcy reed". you are in one word: stupendious!
Mike C, we havnt really talked lately...we used to talk and then we found out about the year book thing and we didnt really talk anymore. haha. kidding, but i do miss hanging out with you. you are a special fella, and i think that we should go have ice cream.
Ejames, you and i have zero classes together this year, and it makes me sad. i miss you...
JJ, oh how we miss you at king. you know we do :) we are so lost without you. i wanted to do lights for this show, but i have no time!! every time i walk into the back room i expect to see you come in not long after, but you dont...this is just too weird...but i guess its time you move on. you were ready :(
Joe!, i totally had one written for you, but it got highlited and typed over. teehee. you and i have chatted about a lot, and we never seem to run short on things to say. you are someone who i feel i can tell everything to, and someone i can learn from. youre a pretty cool cat if i do say so myself, and im glad i work with you!
Mary, we dont know eachother well enough, but ill write about you anyway. :) you are a talented musician and i really like your hair cut. haha.
Corin, i am so glad that there are two such talented and reliable people who are sming this show. i know i trust you...and you know i have a control problem! haha. i miss you in my theater class, you are a truly talented person on so many levels, and i cant wait to see what wonders you will create in your lifetime. no joke.
Mary (Marcy without the C), ditto to the reliable person thing...haha. you know i love you like a stage manager loves her prompt book. haha. im glad your on nhs with me this year, we make a good team! hike!
Liz, im sorry i forgot you :( dont hate me forever, just for a little while...you were one of the 1st people that i met at king, and im glad we at least talk a little, even tho not near as much as we should. you are a wonderful person and i hope we chat more :)
Sean, i know im a mooch, dont be angree! haha. thanks for econ help, i really do appreciate it, and i know you really are annoyed by it. sorry. i still think you should talk to dan.
Chris, that message you left me made me smile for a week. i still have it, and its so creative! yeay!
Eva, your speech today was wonderful on so many levels. thanks for stickin by me. i consider you one of the most sincere people i know. love you always and you know it (and you love me too cuzz its in my wallet.) haha. Stinas a lucky gal :)

Date:	2005-10-11 21:54
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	energetic
Music:	talk radio, could it be more boring?!

I am now fairly sure that my first choice to go to college is Eau claire. I loved it when i went there. We went bowling on sunday night and then there was a tour day on monday. Jason is my guy man, he was so awesomely amazing, even tho he stood me up for lunch, sall good. and ryan was a beast man. theater people just have this natural bond...you know what im saying? like its deeper then friendship. becca was nifty, too bad she had to leave to go to work, leavin me with jay who was friggin awesome, but totally loud up in that english class we went to. that kid was super sensative, and said i was the coolest girl hed ever met.
the theater equiptment was simply wondermous. they had an expression 4 (i believe it was) which was amazing (even better then sunset), which they link...not many schools do that. theyve got like 6 different sound boards to chose from, and 3 theaters (ones being revamped to a black box the other two are a procenium and a thrust. the thrust is swell!) ryan took me up into the catwalk over the thrust and it was just about the nicest catwalk ive ever been it. it was friggin carpeted! holy schkaboly!
the german dept. was nice as well. the guy was super friendly and he was telling me about all these different places i can go to study abroad. he seemed real passionate about it, which was nice. and the department is huge! 50 majors! woahwah.
the middle school camp was good. met a kid that looked like barry pepper. "woah, youre twins?!? that means you have the same mother." haha. whomp. yeah for the best activity, which we made up at 8 that morning. yeah for katherine who wouldnt smile, but at the end couldnt talk, and seb who was just plain amazing. haha. jeff...ahh jeff.
and the slap fest that joe and i had in the car on the way home. "cow *whap* tree *whap* fence *whap* billboard *whap* radio *whap*" haha. acting out the packer game in the car, before plays happened. good times. good times.
haha. yeah for people asking me if i date arthur. they are like "you two would look cute together...do you date?" that makes me giggle...to which i reply "nope, im happily taken by someone else." haha. and then they go back to their group of friends to whisper amongst themselves. ahh lower classmen.
practice went well today, wish mike would come more, but thanks steve for being responsible...and others. :)i like being ahead of scedule.
germans are leaving tomorrow :( we had the goodbye party today. im ready, cuzz i miss my room and my life, but i am gonna miss them. its a lot harder when you are friends with more than just your german. this week i can actually work tho :). her and i packed today, since im the most amazing packer ever (not of the football sort). im gonna miss sarah, tino and david too. :( they were spiffy.
yeay for 5 o'clock calls with sema. you make me smile.
Read this:
Even if I don't speak to you often,
You must post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want, good or bad,
Just so long as it happened.
Then post this to your journal.
See what people remember about you.

Date:	2005-10-04 21:49
Subject:	so many thoughts so little to say?
Security:	Public
Mood:	bouncy
Music:	LOST from last week, hott show

you know that feeling when you feel like you have so much to say, but in reality you really dont know any way to put what you want to say into words, and so you find its better to just not say anything? yeah...im not in one of those moods today.

I gota text from my german today. shes in chicago. its been nice not having here here, having some time to myself...but i miss her. shes a cool gal.

i dislike that song about the hump, my hump my hump my hump one....with a passion. i think its a wretched song and it makes me want to cringe.

got my birthday present from ken in the mail today. too bad hes super wonderful. it made me smile for like....a day...which means ima still be smiling tomorrow.

eeek for testing in band and my clarinet being broken! boo hiss on things being broken.

you know what i would like? i would like another friday. care to have one wednesday? or thursday? or soon? haha.

team america is high-larious!

i gota 3.8 which is not half as bad as i expected...and noo grounding for me, which is even better. just got the "disappointed" speech....gota B in Econ, which i knew...so its all corn and potatoes. bussy said i was "too chatty"...meh not my fault. haha

boo for me missing work cuzz of the germans...i miss all yalls. gletkin, joe, ann margret, dchud, mattie, so many of yalls! ugh, i need to work i think.

there is so much boy-girl drama lately...too much work.

was kinda peterbed that mike didnt come till late to practice today. nice job today to steve, ellie, george, nicky, and glenna. yall will be so prepared to go up on stage when the time comes. thank you for putting so much into it. i appreciate it. thanks to sema too...sorry it was all kinda rushed today, but i appreciate all that you do.

our class scene was a meh. it was kinda a flopish, there were some things i was kidna angree about...we can chat about those later tho. at least its done.

awe! thats soo cool that brad plays quads. gotta find him. haha

lil tomatoes with mayo and bacon is delish...i think i may have some more.

comedysportz today was lovely. thank you all. you are all splendidly wonderful.

so until i have another friday, my life will remain good, but once that friday hits...i think that i will have never been better. im waiting for that friday.

Date:	2005-10-02 20:20
Subject:	s is for splendid
Security:	Public
Mood:	happier then ive ever been
Music:	desperate house wives

so, from the night before homecoming, until homecoming night my life was at the tippaty peak of happiness. :) it was so wonderful. our dinner group was a lot smaller than expected, which i was SO happy about, because we could all actually talk to eachother.
the dance was hottness. there was lotsa problemos between people, but myself personally, i had a great time. danced with lotsa people. tino is a stylish dancer, arthur was super cute, alex is simply amazing, sergio makes me smile, sean didnt dance with me cuzz when i went to go find him he was gone...and i only saw him twice the whole night (sean, i think you were avoiding me...you and your schnazzy outfit)
i did the cha cha slide with david and i dont think he got it. haha. thats alright tho cuzz it was still super cute. haha. whomp my german said i was a hoe. but i didnt wear hoop earrings! teehee. sema i wish you coulda been there, it wasnt the same without you...but i have a real cute picture of us at my house...its on my computer. you should come see it!
thanks sarah for today, we had a grrrrrreat time! i like bonding with you. you get more lovely each time we chat.
10th hour tomorrow is my theater scene, im super nervous! eek. i hope i dont skrewy up. eek! wish me luck! you guys should all come and see it! go to Kopenski during the day for a pass. eeek! can you tell im nervy? eek! haha.
tomorrow will be a wonderful day...a most wonderful wonderful day. does anyone agree? i do.
good luck to ken on all his tests this week.
love you allses! life is good.